Friday, June 5, 2009

Do I belong?

A message in a bottle is all it takes. One look and your hooked. Searching for the sender, like a lover long lost. Who knew that so many emotions could be bottled up into on tiny body. The heat of lust and love flames through out my veins like a lava flow frozen in time by an icy stare. The moan of the rocking chair echos in my head along with teh rhythmic tap tap tap of the keyboard keys as I type out my thoughts. Cars speeding by are the story of my life, one zoom for each stupid emotion that found its way into my heart. Why I feel the way I do I don't know, though I do know that deep down inside that's how I'm ment to feel, that it's how the Goddess wants to me to feel.

Maybe I need to go bask in the comforting silver rays of the moon, that always cheers me up... Though when she's covered by the milky clouds I want to cry from the beauty that they hide. I wish the moon would answer me sometimes. I hear her song in my heart as I look up to her and her stars, listening to thier stories as I stand beneath them taking it all in. They twinkle so beautifully and it makes me wonder if there is another girl, just like me standing underneath all her stars staring up at them and wondering, 'what is my purpose?' Why am I so drawn to the moon and everything that involves her. Hekate's wolves are heard on the breeze. Was that a twig snapping? Is the goddess finally coming to claim her lost child?

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